| The Love of Literature |
[08 Jan 2007|04:06pm] |
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I really want to read a book. Not a book for school. But a book that I want to read.
I use to read soooo much in middle school. Sometimes 2 or 3 books a week. Thanks to my 4 hour total commute to and from school every day. I miss it. Reading was such a big part of my life. It was an escape. I could block everything from around me out and instantly get lost in the stories.
Ever since high school started, I haven't really read anything that I want to read at all. I miss it. I hate reading everything for school. Sometimes I feel like I would learn 10x more if I just read what I wanted to read compared to all the boring stuff I read otherwise.
One thing I regret about this break is not reading more. I had the perfect chance to just open up my own book and read and read and read. But I didn't take advantage of the chance. And now I have a million things to read for school and don't have time to read anything else.
I can't wait until the summer. I am going to try and take full advantage of all my time in order to read the stacks of books on my To Read list.
But for now, back to my school reading. English. TOK. Social Anthropology. US History.
Oy vey.
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| 2007 New Years' Resolutions |
[02 Jan 2007|03:28am] |
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So, the days leading up to the new year, as well as today, I have been thinking a lot about the past. About the past 2 and a half years of high school, about 2006, about these past few months. I really wanted to make some new years resolutions for 2007 that meant something. Not something stupid that I know won't happen. Things that I will try to live up to throughout the whole year. So I thought about what I haven't liked in the past..what can I do to change that?
The first thing that came to mind was my happiness. This past year as a whole, I haven't been completely happy. I constantly find myself pitying myself and getting into these spurts of depression. More so than usual. But there's no reason for this. I should be happy. Disregarding my education this past semester. Even looking back to past years, while I've been much happier than I can say I am now, I remember have weeks at a time where I just couldn't seem to keep a smile on my face. Everything seemed to be grim.
So I've decided, after taking all of this into account, my main resolution for 2007 is to be happy. I am going to try my hardest to make this next year as fun as possible. I want to enjoy myself and look back on this year as a good time in my life. ... I can't say I've had a great start so far this year, knowing that instead of smiling and cheering my way into the new year, I cried as the ball dropped. But I did have some good times with friends for the first day. So there's a start.
I've always lived in regret. A kind of "what if" existence. And I can't stand it any longer. I hate looking back wondering how my life would have been different if I didn't make certain decisions. Regretting things can cause so much pain because you never know how much better your life would have been had you not said or done something. In 2006, I have many regrets. Regretable hookups. Regretable words. Regretting the words unsaid. Regretable actions.
That's why this year, I am going to attempt to live without regrets. Forget what would have happened had I done something differently. I will accept the decisions I made and deal with them. Cause ultimately, those are the issues that do matter. Not all of the "what if" situations that will never be solved. Hopefully, living without this regrets will help me focus on the present, and maybe help me make better decisions in the future.
Finally... I am going to attempt to go through 2007 with as little drama as possible. 2006 definitely had it's fair share of it. Friendships gone bad. IB shit. Parental control gone mad. I am just so sick of it all. It definitely doesn't make my life easier, and it could mostly be prevented. I don't want to have to deal with it all anymore.
So with the arrival of this new year. I am throwing all old drama out of the window. I am done worrying about 1st semester grades gone wrong. I am done with family feuds. I am done with the boy who invades my thoughts. I AM THROUGH. Screw it all to hell!
2007 is here.
I am going to live it to the fullest.
Have as much fun as possible.
Keep a smile on my face through good and bad times.
No safety nets.
No excuses.
This is my life.
And here it goes...
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| The Gift of Giving. |
[19 Dec 2006|09:09pm] |
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So, for Key Club, we are collecting letters from the post office from needy kids that wrote Santa letters and buying gifts for these kids and sending them out. I thought it was a great project when I heard of it, but didn't really think a whole lot of it. Since my mother works for the post office, I got all the information from her to get the letters and everything. Today, she came home with a few letters that she thought would be suitable for the fundraiser. She said they were sad, but again, I didn't think much of it.
But then I proceeded to read them. And I have to say, those letters moved me to tears. There's one boy who gets bullied by the kids at his school and asked Santa to forgive him for getting mad at them. The mother included a note with the boy's letter explaining their social situation. Basically the boy has been bullied by kids at his school for 2 years. His mom and him moved from their home due to domestic abuse. The boy's parents are now getting divorced and he hasn't seen him father in 3 years.
There's another boy who asks Santa for a gift for him and his brother because his mom can't afford to buy them toys. There's a similar letter with a little girl asking for clothes for her and her two brothers because her mother does not have enough money to buy them gifts.
Just reading all of these made me appreciate all that I have. And at the same time, I am soooo eager to help them all out and love this project 10x more because of it. I was daydreaming after reading these and trying to imagine the look on the little kids face when they will receive the presents from "Santa" (through the care of our Key Club.) Again, I started to get tears thinking about how these children will have a little bit happier holidays.
This is really what this season is about. I hope that our Key Clubbers are generous in their donations, cause I know I will be.
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[03 Oct 2006|06:43pm] |
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| Pointless rant about a stupid day... |
[02 Oct 2006|08:53pm] |
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So my birthday is in 2 and a half hours and I can't wait. I don't know what it is about birthdays, but I always make a bigger deal about it than anyone else I know. It's just one of those days when you find out how much people love you. It may be selfish, but it's nice to know how much people care. Like last year I had 3 of my friends call me at midnight to wish me a happy birthday. Now, it may seem like a small gesture, but it was a big deal to me and made me so happy.
Last year, my favorite part of my entire birthday was all 30 people at my party last year, gathering around the kitchen table and singing me happy birthday after which I proceeded to blow out the candles. Just standing there watching all of my friends acknowledge this day for me, makes me feel amazing.
I would give up anything to feel like that more often!
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| 40 Things You'd Never Think to Ask... |
[23 May 2006|10:33pm] |
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1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
nope
2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters?
I try not to
3. When's the last time you've been sledding?
never...
4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
well, it depends
5. Do you believe in ghosts?
I don't think so
6. Do you consider yourself creative?
eh...
7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
yes
8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
Jennifer Aniston
9. Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics?
yes
10. Do you know how to play poker?
kinda
11. Have you ever stayed awake for 48 hours straight?
almost
12. What's your favorite commercial?
at the moment it's the Budweiser commercial with the revolving fridge
13. Who was your first love ?
no one
14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around what do you do?
speed
15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
yes
16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees?
BOSTON RED SOX!!!
17. Have you ever been Ice Skating?
yes
18. How often do you remember your dreams?
hardly ever
19. When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried?
today at lunch, I didn't cry but I had tears in my eyes
20. Can you name 5 songs by the Beatles ?
yes: Hey Jude, Yellow Submarine, Come Together, Paperback Writer, I Want To Hold Your Hand
27. Have you ever narrowly avoided a fatal accident?
yes
28. What do you wear to bed?
pajamas
30. Does size matter?
...
31. Do you truly hate anyone?
no
32. Rock or Rap?
rock
33. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?
no one
34. Do you know anyone in jail?
no
35. Have you ever sang in front of the mirror?
yes
37. What food do you find disgusting?
vegetables and seafood
38. Did you ever play, I'll show you mine if you show me yours?
...
39. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back?
probably
40. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
yes
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| Will the U.S. ever elect a female president? |
[17 May 2006|06:15pm] |
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I am reading my first issue of AP (Alternative Press) magazine and just finished reading an article about the possibility of the U.S. ever electing a female president. I've always thought that it's about time for us to get a female president. Women are just as qualified to become successful leaders as men. But I've never thought about the effect of a female president on an international level. There was a response by Matt McDonnell from the band Inked in Blood, and he made a very interesting argument that I've never considered, but is actually a really good point:
"There's no question women are equally capable of handling the same tasks as men. However, unless the war policy for the United States changes, or global opinions on women revolutionize, there may not be a desirable time to place a woman in the White House. America will never end its involvement in the Middle East. Since the president is required to communicate frequently with Middle Eastern leaders, it's imperative that these individuals regard a female president with the same amount of respect they would a male president. In countries such as Iran, Iraq, Saudi Arabia, Kuwait, and Afghanistan, women aren't granted all the rights men have, and they're defintely not viewed with the same admiration.
It's a shame such wise and powerful women as Sen. Hillary Clinton and Secretary Of State Condoleezza Rice may have difficulty rising to their full political potential because of global discrimination, but the bottom line is, the United States would have difficulty maintaining its influential and imperative role in the global community if even a handful of countries don't regard our leader with high esteem"
So yeah, I just thought that that was an interesting point.
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| Music is the definition of our lives... |
[08 May 2006|07:18pm] |
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Music meme! Put the playlist on shuffle, and it will magically answer the questions with the appropriate song title. Either that, or it'll just be retarded and make no sense.
1. How does the world see you?
Somewhere Over the Rainbow/What a Wonderful World - Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
2. Will I have a happy life?
How You Feel - Unwritten Law
3. What do my friends really think of me?
Come Original - 311
4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Here's Your Letter - Blink-182
5. How can I make myself happy?
The Politics of Life - Waking Ashland
6. What should I do with my life?
Futures - Jimmy Eat World
7. What is some good advice for me?
Let Go - Frou Frou
good to know...
8. How will I be remembered?
My Everything - 98 Degrees
awwww
9. What is my signature dancing song?
Clarity - Jimmy Eat World
10. What do I think my current theme song is?
Numb - Linkin Park
that's really depressing
11. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Goodnight and Go - Imogen Heap
real nice...
12. What song will play at my funeral?
Cryin' - Aerosmith
that's appropriate...
13. What kind of men/women do I like?
She's a Dick - Never Heard of It
does that imply that I am a lesbian? lol
14. What is my day going to be like?
Thinking, That's All - Jimmy Eat World
hmmmm
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| My First Entry in Months |
[20 Feb 2006|11:33pm] |
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So right now physics is pissing the hell outta me, so I am going to take a break and write about my weekend.
Friday, I saw Wicked down at the Broward Center for the Performing Arts! It was an amazing show! I loved every second of it and now completely understand why it's such a hit and continually gets sold out. And to add to my excitement and happiness, I got to tour backstage after the show. The conductor dude for the show grew up with my mom's family, so he took us backstage and showed us all the sets, props, costumes, and I even saw the guy who plays Fiyero (who I have to say is 10x cuter offstage and in regular clothes than otherwise). So overall that was just incredible!
Saturday, I went to lunch with Ali, Colby, and Free Willy. It was a lot of fun. And that night I hung out with Kinlay and Ali which also was mucho divertido. We drove to like 3 or 4 different ice cream places looking for good sherbert and finally found one. I had rasberry sherbert which I can safely say is my most favorite type of ice cream in the world! (Minus strawberry gelato!)
Sunday, I went to Regional Rally for Key Club and then I spent the day with Ali. Then I went to Eric's party that night. It was very interesting! We had a 10 people pile-up on some mattresses, hung out in the fog room, and just hung out. After the party, Triet took Ali and I to Denny's and Colby took Joe, Margolis, and Eddy. It was really good. Breakfast at midnight. Best thing ever! So then Triet took Ali and I back to my house and we just chilled and then fell asleep. What a good day!
Today I saw my cousins from Michigan for the first time since July. So that was really exciting. I see them again on Friday and Saturday and they leave that night, sadly. Oh well. Can't have everything. At least I see them a little bit!
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| A Few Quotes That I Like... |
[08 Nov 2005|06:00pm] |
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An intelligence test sometimes shows a man how smart he would have been not to have taken it.
--- Laurence J. Peter
US educator & writer (1919 - 1988)
When it is not necessary to make a decision, it is necessary not to make a decision.
--- Lord Falkland
(1610 - 1643)
The perfect quote for all IB students:
There is nobody so irritating as somebody with less intelligence and more sense than we have.
--- Don Herold
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| False Alarm ... :-( |
[04 Oct 2005|07:57pm] |
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Well, no car for me :-(
I ended up getting a little toy mini cooper on top of my birthday cake last night!
I think it was really mean what my mom did, but oh well...it was stupid for me to fall for it :-(
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| A CAR?! |
[02 Oct 2005|09:39pm] |
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HOLY SHIT! MY MOM SAID THE SCARIEST AND MOST AMAZING THING EVER!!!!!!
SHE TOLD ME..."YOU MIGHT GET SOMETHING WITH WHEELS..."
AND I KNOW THAT COULD PROLLY MEAN A MILLION OTHER THINGS, AND I DONT BELIEVE HER, IF SHE MEANT WHAT I SERIOUSLY HOPE SHE MEANS, IT WOULD BE SOOO AMAZING AND WOW!
OMG, I HOPE I GET A CAR, I WISH, I WISH!!!!!!!!!!!
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FUCK THE KKK AND THEIR DAMN WEBSITE AND STUPID CLOSE MINDED MINDS!!!! AAAAHHHH! SOME STUFF JUST PISSES THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUTTA ME!!!
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| Politics Test |
[24 Sep 2005|08:33pm] |
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You are a
Social Liberal
(70% permissive)
and an...
Economic Liberal
(30% permissive)
You are best described as a:
Democrat
Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid |
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| I'M A GREAT ASIAN YOU GUYS!!! WOOT WOOT! |
[14 Sep 2005|09:22pm] |
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 | You scored as Great Asian. You are a great asian and you love to show that asian pride. you are completely unique like an asian should be. You have all qualities people look and stereotype in an asian! You are awesome!
Asian pride for life till i die
no reason to lie
so step aside,
analyze,
recognize,
your kickin it on the ASIAN SIDE
So step down before we regulate,
keep it real,
cuz ASIANS KILL
Great Asian | | 63% | Moderate Asian | | 50% | Bad Asian | | 21% | </td>
R U a Good Asian?
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| Time for a Kara rant... |
[12 Sep 2005|09:30pm] |
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I have really never gotten along with my dad. I take that back, we do get along. We just never really talk. Unless it comes to the rare occasions when I decide to open up. Mostly it's while I'm driving to and from church with him. But other than that I can say maybe 5 to 6 sentences to him on an average night.
Now I get, that may seem horrible. But it works for us. Well, maybe not him. But it works for me. I don't have anything else to say to him. I don't want to open up to him, cause he won't relate to me that much.
Now when it comes to my mom. I tend to open up every so often. I love how she mostly tends to get me. She's been through the same experiences that I've been through. It's only when she starts asking me everyday about my life that I start to close up. I don't know what it is. But with my parents, I don't want to have like a whole interrogation session with them. I want to tell them what I want when I want and I want them to accept that.
I guess that shows how selfish I really am. And as much as I hate to say it and will hardly ever admit it to myself, I really am selfish. I mean, not to the point where I don't care about others at all, but I mean, I like to live a comfortable lifestyle. I guess, I don't know.
But I don't know. What I was trying to get across when talking about my dad is that my parents are make it necessary that when my dad comes home, I always have to notice and I have to say hi to him and welcome him home and everything. And if I am listening to music and not paying attention to anything going on around me and I don't notice my dad coming home, all of a sudden they think I don't care about my father.
My dad is over sensitive with this stuff. There was even a time when I was in 7th grade that my dad didn't think that I loved him. I mean, this is in the center of my whole, never talk to my parents phase. But seriously, my dad didn't think I loved him. What bullshit! I mean didn't he go through the teenager stage. Or did he skip it all together? I don't get why my mom understood, but my dad didn't.
There I go sounding all selfish again. But I don't care.
So anyways. My dad has been up in Michigan since like Thursday or something. And he just got back today. I didn't know he was coming back today, and I had just got home from school when my dad called and asked if my mom was there, but she hadn't gotten home from work, so my dad and I hung up.
When my mom got home, I told her dad had called and she was like, "I know, I talked to him. He said that you didn't seem to care that he was coming home today." I don't see where the hell that comes from. For one, I thought he was getting back tomorrow or something, but whatever. So my mom was like when he gets home give him a big hug and welcome him.
I asked her, why? I mean, he'd only been gone for a couple days, that's nothing. I don't see what the big deal is. So she goes off saying how it's just a nice thing to do and how I should want to do it anyways.
So my dad comes home and I go up and give him a hug and welcome him.
When my brother came home, my dad was sitting in the dining room working on bills or something. My brother says hi to my mom and my mom says, say hi to your father. So he yells, "Hi dad" and went into his room and he's been there ever since. Now why didn't he get yelled at for not caring or seeming enthused? I don't get it.
I don't want to sound like mean, or like I have no heart or anything. I just don't show that much emotion with my parents, particularly my father. I've been that way my whole life. Don't they realize it? So that's my rant on my father.
I was in the car the other day. My mom had picked me up from Colby's house and was bringing Colby and I back down to Boca so we could go to the movies with some friends. We were talking and we were talking about the whole situation with Jordan. That led to my history with boys and you know, I am the biggest unintentional bitch ever! I swear, I should just remain single forever just so that I don't hurt anyone else in my life.
For one, I have broken up with guys in the most horrible ways. Mostly this is because I so badly don't want to hurt the guys feelings that I end up trying to find better ways to break up with someone (when in reality there's no good way to do it) and those ways I find are actually 10 times worse.
For example, when I was in 6th grade I went out with Richard. We went out for maybe a month or so. One day, we were both on the tri-rail and we were both sitting in different booths with our friends. I called his cell from my friend's cell phone to break up with him. But he couldn't hear me, so my friend Michelle ended up walking over to his booth and breaking up with him for me. Thinking about it now I am so ashamed....but it gets worse.
During spring break of 6th grade, I started going out with this kid Nelson. After being together a couple weeks, I started to like this kid Kevin (who I later went out with and broke up with him with a note) so I decided to break up with him. To make the story short, I ended up making him guess that I was breaking up with him. I sort of said guess what? and kept him guessing. That was horrible!
And to make matters worse, I have this horrible reaction thing where when I am sad, I smile or laugh or something. It's this reaction that I can't help and I would give anything if I could. So I was basically smiling as this went on, and Nelson thought I was laughing at him. It wasn't until like a year later where we were talking and he found out that I wasn't laughing at him! :-(
That's all I can think of, well besides the whole Wyatt situation, which was beyond horrible and I don't think I will ever forgive myself for. Even to this day, whenever I see him walking down the halls or anything, even if I am in the best mood possible, I just get sad. It's weird, I can't even explain it. I don't know if it's guilt or what. But I don't know....
I don't even remember what my point of this was to start off. But ack! I should just remain single forever! Oh yeah, and to clear matters up with the whole Jordan thing. For the past few days, I've been building the whole thing up where he seems like such an asshole. And he's really really not. It just made me feel better to think that he was, I guess.
...I think I am all ranted out...until another day...
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| PICTURES NEEDED... |
[11 Sep 2005|12:25am] |
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Can you guys send me pics from our freshman year?
I am working on a personal project and need as many as I can!
I would love you guys if you would help?
Thanks!
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| Suggestions... |
[04 Sep 2005|12:01pm] |
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MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP!!!
My sweet 16! ... I want to plan a party, but I have no idea what I want to do..!
Does anybody have any ideas?!!!!
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| Fits of Laughter |
[28 Aug 2005|12:17am] |
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Stephan's party tonight was so much fun!
We played SNES for awhile. Mortal Kombat. I kept beating Will, Kai, and Stephan, but Toni kept beating me. But it was so funny.
We watched some movie...The ??? Saints. I can't remember the middle word. But it was a good movie. About 2 Irish dudes who kill bad mob people. And one of the Irish dudes was the really hot guy from the movie Simply Irresistable. Oooo, and I just remembered how hot his thumbs were. Hahah, I forgot to look in that movie. Darn!
But after the movie we sort of just chilled and talked and had a huge orgy on the couch. Whitt and Kinlay kept sticking this gross wet towel on my face and tickling me and I accidently almost kicked Sam in the balls a couple times. Haha, that would have been bad.
Then Stephan put a DVD of Led Zeppelin playing and we watched that while everyone started leaving. Natali, Yas, Lora, and I were the last people there.
And this part was the best part. I got really really hyper. And I was talking to Nat and Stephan. I started talking about my birthday and how I wanted to have a party but I didn't know what to do. And I was talking about how a couple years ago, in one of my magazines I saw this thing called, "Pin the Boxers on the Boy" and it had a picture of a boy with a bullseye over where his boxers would be and there were a bunch of boxers you could cut out and play with. I always wanted to go to Kinko's and blow it up so I could play it at my birthday party.
So then I was thinking. And I was thinking how I could make my party ATL themed. And I could use people as things. And for the Pin the Tail on the Donkey thing, I could change it to, "PIN THE HAIR ON THE WILSON!!!" And I thought it was the funniest thing in the world when I said it and I couldn't stop laughing.
So I decided I wanted to tell Wilson my idea, so I called him. And I kept starting to talk, but then would get into fits of laughter and I wouldn't be able to say anything. But I finally got my words out and told him and he thought it was funny and liked my idea.
So afterwards, I was talking to Stephan and I was like, "Wow, that took me 3 minutes to get out of my mouth." So we were both laughing and then Stephan said, "You're still going out with Jordan, right?" And I just said yeah, and I was confused cause it was random. And so he then said, "That took a long time to get out of your mouth."
And so that started us off in fits of laughter, and I was trying to explain what happened to Yas, but she didn't get it.
So then we were just sitting there watching Led Zeppelin and laughing for no reason and talking and stuff. And I got a really bad picture in my mind. And I said to Stephan, "Ewww! Bad picture, bad picture! I just thought of pinning the hair on the wrong part of Wilson!"
So that just started us off on a new set of laughter. But then Lora's dad got there and we had to go. But it was soooo much fun! Hahahaha. I love Stephan and I would like to wish him A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
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| HURRICANE SEASON! |
[24 Aug 2005|05:10pm] |
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And so it begins...most likely we won't have school on Friday cause of the hurricane. So we should have a bunch of people stay at somebody's house Thursday night so we can party all of Friday! Anybody up for it?!
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1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? >>>
my face?
2. How much cash do you have on you? >>>
maybe like 10 bucks, i spent most of it at warped tour
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?>>>
messed
4. Favorite plant? >>>
tiger lilies
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? >>>
Home
6. What is your main ring tone on your phone? >>>
well for people who arent in one of the group things, Push It by Salt 'n Pepa
7. What shirt are you wearing? >>>
a plain black tank top
8. Do you "label" yourself? >>>
not at all, i hate stereotypes, especially when it involves me in one lol
9. Name brand of your shoes currently wearing? >>>
well, i'm currently barefoot, but the shoes i was wearing like 5 minutes ago are Reefs
10. Bright or Dark Room? >>>
right now, a mix i guess, the walkks are light but the ceiling and doors and stuff are dark
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? >>>
jonathan kicks ass man!
12. Do you know what an 8-track is? >>>
isnt that what those record type things they used to have in like the 70's?
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? >>>
sleeping
14. What did your last text message you recieved on your cell phone say? >>>
do you need a ticket
15. Do you ever click on Pop-ups or banners? >>>
nope, they cause even more pop-ups and annoying crap that stays on your computer forever cause they're mean
16.What's a saying that you say a lot? >>>
"whatsup you guys" or "anywho"
17. Who told you they loved you last? >>>
probably my mommy lol
18. Last furry thing you touched? >>>
my cat Chase
19. How many hours a week do you work? >>>
umm currently 2 hours ever 3rd week at church, but once i turn 16 i will get an actual job and work more
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? >>>
right now, i have one thats sitting on my desk
21.Favorite age you have been so far? >>>
15 has been a good year, so i am going to have to say that
22. Your worst enemy? >>>
i don't think i have any enemies...
23. What is your current desk top picture? >>>
a picture that Ryan took of the sunset when he was sitting on his roof (while he still lived in Boca) :-(
24. What was the last thing you said to someone? >>>
i have no idea, i forget...
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to erase all of your regrets, what would you choose? >>>
i would choose the million bucks, cause i have learned to live with all of my regrets, i would love to learn to live with a million bucks!!!
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Ok, just to stop the rumors going on about me...I DO NOT HAVE MONO!!
And just to clarify, I never said I had mono. If you need to refresh your memory, go read my last entry.
For future reference, please don't come to stupid conclusions when you have nothing to back it up. If you really need to know, then ask me. It's not that hard.
Thanks!
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| A Rambling Rant by Kara Bohde... |
[17 Aug 2005|07:30pm] |
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Ack! So right now I'm sitting here with a thermometer under my tongue cause my mommy thinks I'm sick. It hurts when I swallow and I have been really tired lately. I just think it's a lack of sleep, but my mom mentioned mono which I quickly said no about, cause being an IB student makes it impossible to get that sick, cause then I would have to miss school, and that's not an option.
But whatever, I'm not sick, just sleepy. That's my conclusion. Besides I never get sick. Maybe once a year, and I think I have already gotten sick this year.
So other than that, I guess everything's going good. There's a few things that seem weird, but I am not about to confront the issues. I'll just let them be and go back to normal on its own. Hopefully it does...I think I'm about to go through one of my depressed moods for a couple of days to a week. It happens every once in a while.
Last time was that one week at the end of last year. A few of you might remember, I dunno. I was quiet and sad. I hate when I get like that. Especially when nothing in particular is going wrong...like now.
Ack! 100 degrees! I need to get into a cold bath or something and not be sick anymore. I guess I'll take some Tylenol. You know, I don't think I have taken a bath in like a year, but that doesn't really count cause I was really sunburnt and trying to soothe the burn. Technically, I haven't really taken a bath in many many years. Mid to early elementary school I think. I prefer showers...
So I just took a Tylenol and my mom says to take one right before I go to bed.
So tired...
Gotta finish Spanish...
Review Chem...
Finish Pre-Calc...
So tired, I want to go to bed now. But I can't....or maybe I can and I'll be a good IB student and procrastinate like always...
Either way, I'll stop now so I can do one or the other...
Night!
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| I say so much, but you don't buy it. I don't want to wake up alone in my head.... |
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List 20 people you know in NO particular order.
01. Sarah
02. Holden
03. Eddy
04. Margolis
05. Geoff
06. Lora
07. Ali
08. Yas
09. Tuan
10. Jordan
11. Wyatt
12. Charlie
13. Wilson
14. Kinlay
15. Will
16. Whitt
17. Katie
18. Ashley
19. Laser
20. Richard
21. Michelle
-How did you meet 13?
Sometime during freshman year at Atlantic, I don't really remember specifics. I think maybe 6th period Spanish.
-What would you feel if you never met 5?
Complete, and udder sadness! How could I enjoy Atlantic without the lovely G-off?!
-What do you honestly think of 10?
Aww, what a cutie! hahaha
-Would or did 19 and 8 go out?
Laser and Yas? I sure hope not! That would be kinda scary!
-Have you ever liked 7?
Yes, I have a secret undying love for Ali!
-If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need them to know?
I LOVE YOU!!!! Hahaha, and I'll die with you and we can party with the fucking angels and dead rocker people. Mosh in the clouds! Woooo!
-Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
Yes, they've already had a secret romance...haven't you heard?
-Describe 3 in 3 words:
Funny pit stains!
-Do you think 12 is hot?
Hell yeah! He's sexy! He's the sexy presidente of SBC!!
-Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
Wow! Scary!
-What do you think when you see 8?
Wooo hoo! It's Yas!
-Tell me something humiliating about 11.
He's into "Geometry Projects!!!" hahahahahah
-Do you know any of 6's family members?
Nope.
-What's 20's favorite color?
It's most definitely pink! haha
-On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
100000000000!!!
-What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
I would run away scared!
-What language does 19 speak?
English...
-Who is 8 going out with?
Nobody...
-Is 9 a boy or a girl?
Is this a trick question? Hahaha, just kidding, he's a boy.
-Would 18 and 4 make a good couple?
No way!
-What grade is 17 in?
10th
-When was the last time you talked to 12?
Today at lunch, we were talking about the band we are forming! Me on drums of course! hahah
-What is 3's favorite band?
I have no idea...Backstreet Boys? Hahaha.
-Does 2 have any siblings?
I think he might have a brother, but I am not sure...
-Would you ever date 6?
No, sorry, I'm straight.
-Would you ever date 7?
Refer to last answer...
-What is 20's last name?
Blumenfeld
-What is 5's middle name?
I dunno...
-What is 10's fantasy?
To become a professional tennis player...?
-Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
Ummm, most definitely not!
-What school does 16 go to?
Atlantic
-What school does 1 go to?
Atlantic
-Where does 9 live?
Boca Raton
-Would you make out with 13?
Hahah, I dunno....
-Are 5 and 6 best friends?
Not best, but they are friends.
-Does 7 like 20?
Nope.
-Hw did you meet 15?
He was in my 1st and 5th period last year.
-Is 12 older than you?
I don't think so...
-Is 2 the sexiest person alive?
Second sexiest, after me of course! hahaha
-How would you describe 21?
The super-coolest most awesomest person in the whole world!!!!
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| Crowd Surfing in Paradise |
[07 Aug 2005|12:27pm] |
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Warped Tour was soooooo amazing yesterday! I had sooo much fun! Here are some highlights:
- Being some of the first 50 people in the concert and not waiting in line even though we came like 5 minutes before it opened. (unlike you losers who got there at 10 and waited at the back of the line *cough cough* haha)
- FREE STUFF!!! (pins, stickers, cds, etc etc)
- Moshing
- Crowd surfing for the first time during the Starting Line
- SKINDRED!!!!!
- Dancing with Sarah in all the mosh pits!
- Screaming and singing at the top of our lungs!
- Being very very hot and sweaty to very cold and wet from the rain
- Freddie amusing us during the rain
- Sarah, Jordan, Geoff, Tuan, and my "special" way of keeping warm
- Jordan, Sarah, and I
- Free MONSTER!
- Seeing Sarah and my favorite songs of Fall Out Boy before we had to go
- Offspring and the hose
- The Best of Me by the Starting Line
- Girlie Rock! hahah
- The car ride back from Warped
- Sarah spilling all the "dry" stickers on the "wet" street when getting out of the car
- Jordan meeting my brother, hahahaha
- Jordan, Sarah, and my feet
- Seeing sooo many people from MSOA at the concert!
- My "special" friends in all their diversity
Wow! What a day! It definitely was the perfect end to the summer! Now I can't wait till next year!
Countdown till Warped '06: 364 days (approx.)
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HOLY SHIT! I JUST SAW BEN MEYERS ON TV! HAHAHA. I WAS WATCHING BOY MEETS WORLD ON THE DISNEY CHANNEL AND THEN A COMMERCIAL COMES ON AND IT'S "CHECK THIS KID OUT!" AND IT WAS BEN!!! WOW! HEHEEH, I THOUGHT IT WAS COOL. IT WAS SOMETHING ABOUT HIM BEING SOME HISTORIAN, BUT I DIDN'T REALLY LISTEN, I WAS TOO SHOCKED ABOUT SEEING HIM ON TV! WOW, THAT WAS WEIRD AND SCARY! HAHAHAHAA.
DID ANYONE ELSE SEE HIM?
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